What happened next…

hmmmmm

I’m not sure whether the title of this piece needs an ! Or a ?

After nearly thirty years I have taken redundancy and am no longer employed.

I first went to work at the Halifax Building Society more than twenty nine years ago, and it has been one of the longest relationship of my life.

But now I am done.

I have no major plans to fill my days over the next few months, though I intend to return to my blog and to learning how to do wood panelling, and taking a number of holidays and to simply not doing what i’ve done for as long as I can remember doing it, whatever it was I actually did.

I loved almost every minute of it, but i’m ready for something different now, or at least I will be soon.

It’s a strange thing to say, but getting cancer and losing my job may just turn out to be two of the best things that have happened in the last eighteen months, and I feel quite excited about the prospects of whatever happens next…

Into the waters

You cant get that deep when you’re enjoying a Pina Colada

Silver whipped seas under hurrying grey skies

Gulls dive, salt on the wind as incessant waves crash

Time slips by, and the waters call

Drawing me, the primal return from where we came

To sooth and calm, lifted from the weight of the  world

I stand, ready to fall under the sirens spell

And then, with clarity recall…

Fuck right off, it looks bloody freezing. ..