Such tender lies, complicit thighs
My tendency to eulogise
It’s me that cries
As you despise
And brings me to my knees
.
Resist I must, this breach of trust
But god the dark consuming lust
Each angry thrust
Turns me to dust
Such eagerness to please
.
Clenched fist, closed mind, I trail behind
The sunlight fades I cannot find
contentment, love, or peace of mind
this vacuum of the cruellest kind
where once I walked at ease
.
So I rebuild, where dreams were killed
Heart filled with hate which once was thrilled
You quench your thirst with tears spilled
Regret is such a bitter pill
But taken, life I sieze
Afterwards 