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The follow up from the archives…
You should read this first. I did so enjoy writing it. Below is quite the opposite and not a single word of it is true. Ok maybe the frog pasty bit but only that.
After much consideration it appears I would perhaps
like to try Koala glazed with cranberries and schnapps
and I’m now perhaps quite tempted by a plate of hamster fillet
just as long as it’s deboned and someone took good care to skin it
These days I’m rather ready for a broth made out of Turtle
I would even eat a pokemon, say Pikachu or Squirtle
and I’d not say no pasties filled with vegetables and frog
and my mouth sure starts to slaver at the thought of slow roast dog
Ooh a seventies style fondue with small chunks of cat and monkey
and a creamy sauce of gruyere cheese would be ever so funky
and then wash it down with beaver juice fresh squeezed, soda and lime
or a thick stew made with Panda bits would hit the spot each time
Then at lunch time there’d be squirrel cakes and sauces thick and tasty
and a wellington with mushrooms and a parrot wrapped in pastry
there’d be volauvents with gold fish tails and budgie infused cider
and a lion steak and hippo cheek and tender side of tiger
Oh the banquet of the carnivore holds such delicious treats
mouth watering and quite sublime with most forbidden meats
they care not now for beef or lamb or chicken, goose or pork
to the extreme their pallet’s crave such dark things on their fork.
“She shone bright, a lifetime ago
In joy filled summer days and warm and wanton nights”
She shone bright, a lifetime ago
In joy filled summer days and warm and wanton nights
When he was still the man he could have been
And dreamed of more than he would ever have
Now fingers pointed voices raised and hearts long lost
to others, cruel words cut deep
To the bone
white flashes in crimson flesh
some more ramblings
Each breath searing, stumbling in darkness
Infant cries as day turns black as night
And in the dark a plume of crimson towers high
As earthly fury snuffs out all hope with fingers black
that squeeze the throat and blur the eyes
as gods old and new heed not the screams
and turn away and unto fate condemn.
Sometimes I see a picture and just …well this just happens.
Perfumed and poised she stares into rich rioja red
painted lips stained darker still and eyes heavy at nights end
Thump of base and lights dimmed low
She remembers, head and heart hunger for his touch
rough hands on soft skin and back arched in blissful bond
though now just a memory and she waits for the last dance
to be held and to feel alive once more
for chance to forget memories of his leaving
because she was a dirty cow and never cleaned her bathroom
Just a bunch of words mostly.
At times his mind like treacle thick and black, slow flowing
Of days so laughter filled yet now mere echoes remain and drift
across mist shrouded distant views of vistas once so bright and clear
and to those things he clings yet through frail fingers slip
Forgotten Sepia faces smile back knowingly from curled cornered photos
and in the dark they call his name, voices long forgotten and shut out
and though he turns in search of face familiar
he stands alone and yet
the things he pushes down and back and out of reach they call
reminding him of thoughts dark as pitch and deeds to match
and with covered ears he chooses to forget once more
and into restless silence slips…
My gift to you
If I could give you this one thing
of all those gifts I may possess
from love to life to sweet embrace and all I am and know
take chance to wake each day to see yourself through eyes of mine
each word, each thought each moment lived
then surely heart and head and soul would know
and conscious raw and raging thoughts
these truths so sweet with honesty tempered
that yes, you are a twat
It’s a work of fiction okay, don’t report me!
You should read this first. I did so enjoy writing it. Below is quite the opposite and not a single word of it is true. Ok maybe the frog pasty bit but only that.
After much consideration it appears I would perhaps
like to try Koala glazed with cranberries and schnapps
and I’m now perhaps quite tempted by a plate of hamster fillet
just as long as it’s deboned and someone took good care to skin it
These days I’m rather ready for a broth made out of Turtle
I would even eat a pokemon, say Pikachu or Squirtle
and I’d not say no pasties filled with vegetables and frog
and my mouth sure starts to slaver at the thought of slow roast dog
Ooh a seventies style fondue with small chunks of cat and monkey
and a creamy sauce of gruyere cheese would be ever so funky
and then wash it down with beaver juice fresh squeezed, soda and lime
or a thick stew made with Panda bits would hit the spot each time
Then at lunch time there’d be squirrel cakes and sauces thick and tasty
and a wellington with mushrooms and a parrot wrapped in pastry
there’d be volauvents with gold fish tails and budgie infused cider
and a lion steak and hippo cheek and tender side of tiger
Oh the banquet of the carnivore holds such delicious treats
mouth watering and quite sublime with most forbidden meats
they care not now for beef or lamb or chicken, goose or pork
to the extreme their pallet’s crave such dark things on their fork.
It’s late, I probably shouldn’t have bothered.
Now I ask myself so many times when I see what others do
Would I maybe like to do as they and try those wild things too
Could I dangle like a Christmas bauble bungie cord attached
Though I fear that I would shit my pants and it run all up my back
How about I run in Spain with bulls it seems intense for sure
Though I’m fat and old and rather slow and my arse they’d surely gore
And I don’t enjoy paint balling as I did it once, and no
I’m far too big a target and it bloody hurts you know
And no to surfing thanks no thanks, I tried it when much younger
as my trunks came off and my arse was filled with sand when I went under
and I have no urge to parachute though I have no fear of flying
it’s the mess you make when the chute don’t work and Im quite averse to dying
I’d thank you kindly if you said you’d we’re hiking in the hills
But I’ll just stay home as its full of bears and they give me the chills
Though they’re not as bad as sharks so no with them I’ll not be swimming
Think I’ll skip it and watch Netflix and my nails they do need trimming
In the dark of night.
At days end when time flies and sun sits low
In crimson skies and blood red stained gives way to black
He thinks of her and years of love come flooding in
From loves first flush to darker days
But always light with golden rays and hope and joy
Illuminate and feeding, green shoots blossom bright
And smiling, eyes closed he embraces
Each vision clear as days gone by and into nothing slow he slips
a burning sun quenched in swirling seas of time
A brief meander
M’s writing prompts for March came with the following instructions:
“…set your timer for ten minutes and begin writing about one of the prompts listed below. Don’t worry about spelling, punctuation, neatness, or anything like that; just write!”
Let us see what whimsical nonsense I can whip up in ten minutes…
I’m not a believer in predestination, but I know people are, and that’s great. In fact, I am not a believer in much other than what I can see or what can be proven.
I used to believe in all sorts of stuff, but no more. I gave that lark up a few years ago and whilst I’m still working on parts of what I believe I find that mostly, beyond that which can be proven, I think we’re a huge stroke of luck and in this mind mindbogglingly large universe we are very much a ripple in a vast ocean of chance.
Now I know I should probably have a better answer than that but you know what, I don’t. A friend of mine insists we are here for a good time not a long time and I like that. I am not talking pure hedonistic pleasures, simply the pursuit of that which makes you happy.
I reckon that when we’re dead we are simply no more and whatever energy courses through us is released when we are disposed of in which ever way we might choose.
I know it is simple and that lots of people have compelling arguments to the contrary but I don’t really care because I have found a peace that I never had at any other point in my life and I’m rather happy with that.